Monday, February 13, 2006
6:04 PMyes u heard it rite...germsy is frustrated...
todae wing hay and li er told me that ma'am shermaine is depressed...
haiiz...life is so difficult sometimes...
i also dunno why our squad is so ununited...
y?i dunno... stop asking me germaine...
i am so frustrated now...my mind is in a mess...so much things to reflect on...
i haven't been myself lately...i try to be nice okay...
everyone's so down these days...wat's wrong with the world???
how i wish life for sirius would be much easier...so many scoldings to bear...so many dissapointed faces to see...i can't take it anymore...can somebody out there help me...
it will neva be the same ever again...good things neva last forever...
it's not that we don't try hard during parades and all that...it's not our NCOs fault...
wat ma'am shermaine wrote is exactly what our crater ma'ams told us...
wat's the problem???
i noe wing hay's so depressed...
actually i'm even more depressed...i dunno wat to do anymore...
sirius needs encouragement...we really need that NOW...
i feel so bad that we let her down...so many parades passed...
i neva saw one that we didn't get scoldings...
if someday the world would juz shout give up,i dun think i'm gonna try it one more time...
i'm seriously depressed now...
tmw's valentine's day...i dun think it's gonna be different from any other day of the year...
sirius,where's the spark of light at the end of the tunnel...i can't see it at all...
n beside's this...
wing hay, don't get too upset...kay? we muz live everyday as though it was our last day on earth...(yeah rite...i hope todae will be my last day living on this hellish planet called earth)
stop thinking about her all the time...u r going to go crazy soon...
and last of all...
i hope that whoever is feeling dissapointed with our squad and is blaming herself...
it's not ur fault...it's ours...(i noe this sounds very rude but i can't possibly say out the name)
we will try to improve ourselves...
really(a million times )hope that someone out there will give us encouragement...
and my advice to wing hay is that sometime's it's really hard to see the good things passing by...don't think about her anymore...it's over...and i really mean OVER,over...
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